(Stream of consciousness)
// endless expanse, nothingness, emptiness, between procrastination
and motivation
mind is moderate, separate from limbs, heavy with lying still, heavy petals from dried flowers drift, desperation for hydration, wake this dormant desert, look how the willow weeps, bent double from growth, searching for its fortune in the soil // I have a tendency to burn, bridges, letters, fingertips, revisit things that were an open flame, blisters healing the same, scars remain, I yearn for the rose tint frame stained glass, pretty montages of history, the lesson is far less beautiful… pointed and bloody //