is this your beautiful house?
upstairs, on the pull-out couch,
buzzes working their way through
the ceiling, agents of
the wasp, under may-spring heat
always sightless but fertile.
afternoon changing quilts,
pillows thrown overboard,
i was barely moving.
the deep blue of the day,
cloudless,
untoward.
listening to talking heads,
once in a lifetime,
over
and over again.