After the rain, the body
I do not remember kneeling,
but find my knees are sodden.
The grass parts like a sentence
forgotten halfway through.
Something moves beside me
– it does not name itself.
The water is a shallow pool
but it holds me; touches me
without want, only weight.
A stem presses my lip; I let it.
In this rush of sediment, I am
found – more as field than man.
A chitinous clicking passes over
my foot. I say nothing. I do not
cry. The forest goes on making
its wet decisions. I cannot know
fully other than that I am not
apart. I do not need to name it
– what touches me, only stay
with this flood filling my mouth.